[ He doesn't look up, because he really...really doesn't want the confirmation he's sure to receive. He feels a little sick to his stomach, wracked with internalized and misdirected guilt; did he take advantage? Did Cas? Does he feel guilty for fucking a man despite his daddy being dead and gone? He swallows again, digs his nails into his jeans. ]
You needed release. I was familiar.
[ Because even still, Dean has zero sense of self worth. His value was limited to his usefulness and knowledge of both Sam and Lucifer back home, and here, he has made it his personal responsibility to take care of the people currently sharing his home, because he needs to be needed, anything else and he's worthless. ]
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You needed release. I was familiar.
[ Because even still, Dean has zero sense of self worth. His value was limited to his usefulness and knowledge of both Sam and Lucifer back home, and here, he has made it his personal responsibility to take care of the people currently sharing his home, because he needs to be needed, anything else and he's worthless. ]