[ The swell of affection that wells up shakes him to his core; Dean is a feeler, he is a caring man who is riddled with emotions, who cares so deeply though he often doesn't always find the words to show it. It's in the things he does for people, in his actions, but with Cas, it seems like he's finally learned something for the better.
Before, when they were them, he'd confessed love, asked for trust, finally asked for commitment. All of that is still there, those feelings, those wants and needs and sentiments, but he's too distracted by the kisses left on his mouth, by the wood pressing into his back as he's pushed against the railing, at the helpless whine of emotion that bubbles up and sticks in the back of his throat, thoughts a blur and a cloud; I'm in love with you, I need you, Trust me, Stay, Don't go. ]
I meant everything I said, [ he manages to get out between kisses that he can't seem to stop giving and asking for, the air from his lungs stolen, his soul bared and flayed for Cas' easy perusal. ]
more like a whole lotta Communication Breakdown lbr
Before, when they were them, he'd confessed love, asked for trust, finally asked for commitment. All of that is still there, those feelings, those wants and needs and sentiments, but he's too distracted by the kisses left on his mouth, by the wood pressing into his back as he's pushed against the railing, at the helpless whine of emotion that bubbles up and sticks in the back of his throat, thoughts a blur and a cloud; I'm in love with you, I need you, Trust me, Stay, Don't go. ]
I meant everything I said, [ he manages to get out between kisses that he can't seem to stop giving and asking for, the air from his lungs stolen, his soul bared and flayed for Cas' easy perusal. ]
Then and now.