[ They're sweet words that only get sweeter, and Cas smiles at Dean through lidded eyes, leaning back to push his thighs more firmly into Dean's palms, all while pulling him in closer, to look at, to gaze into so close that Dean's pretty eyes and splattering of freckles blur and pop like stars twinkling through a sunset. The feeling reminds Cas of Dean's soul, and it only burns brighter in the next moment when Dean says, and thinks, and feels directly into Cas's mind I'm in love with you. The words roar through Cas's mind like a giant crashing wave, crushing the beach of Cas's thoughts in a splash of shimmering salt water.
He'd dreamed this moment, dreamed those words and woke up wet-eyed at the painful reality of time and place at the end of the world. But here they are now. Somehow they've swum past that ending and wound up here, and Cas laughs against Dean's lips even as his eyes cloud with unshed tears.
Cas pulls Dean in and kisses him breathlessly, sure that that's all he'll be able to manage, but when the kiss breaks, he finds himself laughing again, gleeful, as tears drip down his cheeks. ]
I love you.
[ It's painful and cathartic at once to say it, and Cas doesn't allow the words to linger, but kisses Dean again and again, pressing against him, pulling him, breathing the words into Dean's mind instead, where it feels safe: Dean, I love you. I've loved you forever. I just want to be with you, forever, always. ]
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He'd dreamed this moment, dreamed those words and woke up wet-eyed at the painful reality of time and place at the end of the world. But here they are now. Somehow they've swum past that ending and wound up here, and Cas laughs against Dean's lips even as his eyes cloud with unshed tears.
Cas pulls Dean in and kisses him breathlessly, sure that that's all he'll be able to manage, but when the kiss breaks, he finds himself laughing again, gleeful, as tears drip down his cheeks. ]
I love you.
[ It's painful and cathartic at once to say it, and Cas doesn't allow the words to linger, but kisses Dean again and again, pressing against him, pulling him, breathing the words into Dean's mind instead, where it feels safe: Dean, I love you. I've loved you forever. I just want to be with you, forever, always. ]